Arg!!! I have been stay at home 1 week plus!! What I did? Fuck !!! Really nothing I did to myself, why?
Am I degeneration? Well, let me explain all these things ....
I fought my Dad last Tuesday, after I finished my tea time with coworker and my friend I back to work. My Dad was sitting there reparing the autoparts, I and my cowoker were repairing customer's vehicle. He asked us to check the wrong parts and I was going mad. I don't know why I was mad, maybe my mood not really good on that time and I fought back my Dad words. And I said to my Dad, could you just don't sit at there and asked we to do. Maybe we have some trouble in this and can you just come here for some help? After that I was going mad and mad, I don't care what the situation I stayed in and I whacked the tea pot that put on the office table in front of the customer and my friend. My friend was screamed at me, he was trying to stop me. I walked to the table where we put the tools. I mean the place we put the spanners, screw drivers and etc ... On that time, my Dad started ask me. I don't know whether my Dad wanted to scold me or maybe he just wanted me to listen his words. I just can't control myself, I threw a plier to my Dad and my friend came near me and pulled me. He said he is your father, how could you scolded your father and why you threw a plier to him. You really want to kill your father? Use your brain think carefully before doing all these things. Uh!!! on that time only I realize WHAT I DID TO MY FATHER. He kept scolded on me and I kept arguing with him until he leave my Dad's work shop. After that I called my Mum to bring me home. I started to make something stupid. Should I called that stupid? Is it a best word to describe about it? uh... well...continue... I asked my Mum gave me RM500 immediately. She said where she could find RM500 for me. I said well, I talk to you nicely and ask for RM500. I can't control myself now, otherwise I blow up all your things. She took RM30 out and I said that is not enough for me, I need RM500 to spend. I just want to release angriness. I wiped the money and screamed at my Mum I said take back. I went upstairs, I smashed the piggy bank. My Mum came upstairs and asked why I smashed the piggy bank. I said you're not gonna to give me money and I made myself. My Dad came back home he told my Mum to give me RM500 when we were on our way to town. I spent all the money in 1 week and I never talked to my Dad since that happened.
Hey dude, since I fought my Dad you were trying to stop me on that time pulled me out and I realize that you really my best friend huh. You told/scolded/pulled and trying to stop me when I was doing something wrong. I know you are worried but me too. k? Don't always ask me about that work shop is going to hire us or not. I don't know, I'm the one who is waiting too. Just what I've told you, if the work shop isn't going to hire us and I will move soon. I don't want stay at Taiping to continue my career but other places. We wait till mid August ya.
